perhaps no body understands
because seriously i dont too.
and i dont expect anyone to
feel the way i feel now.
trying to be strong, happy, and love myself.
try to keep judgements a distance away from me.
exhausted.

i'm trying to keep unhappy things out of my mind
things that bothers me.
feeling so horrible right now.
getting crankier every minute.
and i just dont wish to care abt any fcuking shit.
or get so bothered by it.
but it bothers me because i hate to see what i sees.
kae.
fcuking tired now.
still considering whether i should..go rounding with him.
maybe it just might keep things out of my head
i'm just need people that makes me feel
alright. and makes me feel who i am

chaos